NOVELTY

 why do i miss you? 

i mean i don’t get it. 

maybe is the hunger (literally) or i’m sleepy, but i already miss you. 

and it’s been only a few hours but everything feels so dull right now. 

because i’m so excited by the thought of talking to new people

sharing feelings and thoughts and whatever 

and everything is okay. 

a inner joke, or a compliment, 

maybe a ‘how are you’ or a ‘hi’, 

but then you’re still there, 

you’re still here, 

but now you’re not. 

i love old relationships, 

but they are like the water i already know, 

with you i can experiment with tastes

and even if you don’t calm my thirst, 

you’re sweet. 

even if you still don’t wipe my tears, 

because you don’t know me yet, 

even if i can’t talk about what haunts me

because you still don’t know why i dyed my hair pink, 

i can laugh at whatever, 

as if it were a new joke. 

maybe is the novelty, 

maybe is the new shapes of humans coming into my mind

and forming some kind of expectations 

of what they already are, 

but i’m so glad i get to have you, 

even if this feeling fades away, 

i’m so glad i know you, 

even if i miss you already

when i saw you today.

Gracias por leerme,

Enero.